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Psychiatric Hospitals.

I think have this inability to move forward.

I mean, I do it.  Physically.  I do what I have to…to advance.

I go places, I make moves.  But it’s like going through the motions.

I do it because that’s just what you do in life.

But mentally, I’m stuck.  My brain is constantly absorbed in better times.

In childhood fantasies and infatuations.

It’s like I can’t wrap my head around the fact that I will never be able to relive those moments.  I get enraged that things changed at all.  That life didn’t unfold the way I always thought it would have. Just the thought of coming to terms with that makes me lose my head.  It makes me feel as if I should be committed.  I always thought that’s how I’d end up anyhow.