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So I guess:
Dating B-List celebrities to get ahead in life didn’t work out.
She probably couldn’t stand the thought of Spidey getting more attention.
Someone had to fill LC’s place, right?
Believe it or not, I actually hate this show.  Like, with a passion. But having no life, I know more about certain things than I should. Blah.

So I guess:

  • Dating B-List celebrities to get ahead in life didn’t work out.
  • She probably couldn’t stand the thought of Spidey getting more attention.
  • Someone had to fill LC’s place, right?

Believe it or not, I actually hate this show.  Like, with a passion. But having no life, I know more about certain things than I should. Blah.

Psychiatric Hospitals.

I think have this inability to move forward.

I mean, I do it.  Physically.  I do what I have to…to advance.

I go places, I make moves.  But it’s like going through the motions.

I do it because that’s just what you do in life.

But mentally, I’m stuck.  My brain is constantly absorbed in better times.

In childhood fantasies and infatuations.

It’s like I can’t wrap my head around the fact that I will never be able to relive those moments.  I get enraged that things changed at all.  That life didn’t unfold the way I always thought it would have. Just the thought of coming to terms with that makes me lose my head.  It makes me feel as if I should be committed.  I always thought that’s how I’d end up anyhow.

I’m confused.

I’m confused.

435 out of 62,635

I’m down 2. Not good.

Then I went up 4…

Overnight, I went down 4 again.

So, I’m still 435.